Irys

really don't know how to write it down

bamboche@hotmail.com — Mon, 30 Apr 2001 21:47:04 GMT

......................................................................................................... i'm desesparate... that's it......

HO MY GOD....

bamboche@hotmail.com — Sun, 22 Apr 2001 20:52:31 GMT

yesterday i've been with my superman for about 2 hours in my car.... i was going to montreal and then go back to my friend's house with him.. i was so shy.. but he's so nice with me... sigh..,

Honestly, i dunno what to do.. tell him what i feel or say nothing?? help me....

And by the way...

bamboche@hotmail.com — Fri, 06 Apr 2001 22:03:10 GMT

It'll won't work with my super and wonderful guy... We are too different, we don'T have the same interests.. I wanna move so far away and he wanna stay here, in Montreal, my carreer is so wonderful.. I have a lot of possibilities.... that's all.

Snowing...

bamboche@hotmail.com — Fri, 06 Apr 2001 22:00:18 GMT

Today it's snowing.. haaaaaaaa heeeeelp... i'm going crazy.. i'm sorry, i've been busy and wan't able to go on the net.... Next week it's easter.. i'm goin in ottawa with one of my good friend.... I'm tired.. i only have 2 days of school next week.. :O) I WANNA PLAY SOCCER... stupid knee, it hurts so much....
Gas is expensive.. dont't worry and work my father said.. Ha Ha.. good one Dad....
I hate biology, exceptionnally the brain.. so complicated... I'm lost... The exam is in 1week and an half.. I've been called by Cit? de la Sant? for a summer job!! Hourray!!! My best friend is not home for the week end.. I have to study. Maybe with Laurent.. I dunno... I need to go somewhere in Montreal.. I need some change.. I need to move. Well it's life..

See ya!!! -xxx-

Honestly.....

bamboche@hotmail.com — Wed, 28 Mar 2001 17:32:59 GMT

Today it's the big day.... i'm gonna have my car tonight...And.. i'm always thinking about him.. i dunno what to do. I'm so shy when i'm with him..
What can I do??? HELP.. honestly, i want his has a friend.. but i know that i want more...

Life is beautiful, but so painful...

Hugh, Doh

bamboche@hotmail.com — Fri, 23 Mar 2001 00:43:22 GMT

Snowing....
Today we had at leest 15 cm of snow. S**** it wasnt snowing linke that |||| but like that -----
Rough day at CIt? de la Sant? hospital, i'm tired, but well, it was my last day of school work.... I'm happy.
Well, i dunno, but it seems to.
I'm a chicken, i can't call a guy.. i'm so shy, what can i do??
Heheh, you guys of LJ, help me!!! ciao

I'll be

bamboche@hotmail.com — Sun, 18 Mar 2001 22:33:43 GMT

I'll be you're crying shoulder
I'll be you're love suicide

You were there , standing in the basement, with your blond hair and your smile.
You mean so much for me now,
I dunno what do to
Just smile at me and i'll be ok!
Let's travel,
See everything,
I just wanna be with you....

Love....

bamboche@hotmail.com — Sun, 18 Mar 2001 22:25:55 GMT

What can be sweetest than love? Cupidon is my friend now... I believe in him lol!! waht is the true signs from a guy?? JUST TELL ME!! please.....

Ho happy day...

bamboche@hotmail.com — Thu, 22 Feb 2001 03:15:06 GMT

Hehehe...
tomorrow i don't have courses, only one but i don't wanna go.. just relax...
saturday rich's coming home... i'm so happy.. it's gonna be my 18th b-day.
NO MORE NURSING COURSES FOR THE REST OF THE SEMESTER!!! horray! but i have to study a lot.
Tomorrow morning i'm gonna SLEEP, ho my god.. it's a luxure for me..
well i gotta go.
g'nite!

The wrong one

bamboche@hotmail.com — Wed, 21 Feb 2001 03:11:27 GMT

Like a shadow on me
With me all day
All night
All week
All year,
My pain is with me

The wrong one you are
I know it, I swear
I'll do my best
To forget you

Today was an sh... day. maybe i caught mono, it's not cool, my semester is in danger...
My b-day soon, hospital stages too..
i gotta go, good nite!!

Travel :O)

bamboche@hotmail.com — Sat, 03 Feb 2001 17:34:10 GMT

Cool, in june i'll go in new-brunswick with one of my friend.. I can't waint until this day... the big spaces, the sea, the nature, friends.. lol! :O)

Weird

bamboche@hotmail.com — Wed, 17 Jan 2001 18:54:25 GMT

School's beginning on monday...
Help, i think that i'll never do it....
It'll be soooooo hard....
Lundi, 8 hours of courses
Mardi, 8 hours too
Wednesday, 11 hours
Jeudi, 11 hours too
Friday only 8 hours..
Geez, how i'll do it??
I think that i'll fall asleep or dis, i dunno.
Helpppp... i'll need support, i'll wont be able to do it by myself....

bamboche@hotmail.com — Tue, 16 Jan 2001 02:35:33 GMT

La.... is the way....

bamboche@hotmail.com — Sun, 14 Jan 2001 01:16:56 GMT

Things are going better.... i'm working hard

bamboche@hotmail.com — Wed, 03 Jan 2001 04:22:30 GMT

First, i did not lie to you, i've been honest with u
you hurted me, i've cried
fais juste truster le monde pour une fois dans ta vie
i promise you that i'll won't hurt you.. on my honor..

bamboche@hotmail.com — Tue, 02 Jan 2001 22:04:57 GMT

trust.. one fo the most important things in life...
like a husband and a wife, they have to trust each other.. trust doesn't mean love someone, it means also respect...

bamboche@hotmail.com — Tue, 02 Jan 2001 06:57:15 GMT

2001.. it doesn't mean so much to me... on 31st when it was midnight i was with my family.. but well, no comments.. it was missing someone.. It's crazy how you can get weird sometimes, you only say one phrase and everything is getting bad..
well, i need someone to speak to, someone who can understand me, my truly me, someone who gonna loves me for who i am, how i feel...
I which that this person could be real.... please, help me....

bamboche@hotmail.com — Sat, 30 Dec 2000 05:12:06 GMT

today was a bad day... i got so much questions in my mind...it's a big mess in my head.. i can't sleep, it's too hard for me, i'm troubled.. i need hollidays..so much.. i just wanna go in a place, with a friend and talk, talk, talk, and talk... all i need is to be with someone,somewhere... and listen and be listen.. i feel so strange... i can't explain it.. well i think that i'll won't sleep during all night long.. i'm too stressed..everybody's weird tonight, or am i weird?? i dunno.. well i gotta go

bamboche@hotmail.com — Tue, 26 Dec 2000 07:34:32 GMT

today i've talk to krajicek, one friend that i've talk for a while today..
Christmas was sucking. mom wasn't there.. it was the first christmas that we wouldn't be all the family together... I would like to see Krajicek tonight, but like my father says, christmas is chrismas.. so i didn't.. but i'm sure that it would me more funny. Ganesha and him are going to tremblant on friday.. lucky guys.. i would like to go to.. but i can't i gotta work on saturday so it sucks... my brother always stupid as a carpet is very weird.. but i have to admit that he's a good guitar player.. Well tomorrow i'm going in ottawa.. hope that everything will be fine..
I gotta go.. good night and see ya :O)

bamboche@hotmail.com — Mon, 25 Dec 2000 19:32:35 GMT

today it's been so boring...
Christmas is not the same this year..